Hey. Sorry I drifted from my Spuffy community. I didn't mean to, but senior year and starting college made my life a big dramatic issue. I'm back in full force and with five weeks off from school there might be a new fic on the horizon. Hopefully it will be good and you'll like it.

Hope you'll all forgive my absence. I missed you all and I honestly need a hobby because being miserable is not a good look for me. lol

Life sucks.
This should explain why:


What happened to high school?

I miss it to be quite candid with you. Things may have been dramatic, but they were a lot easier and simpler. College made everything weird for me. My life got scattered. My friends were thrown like jacks and I just want to be the kid with the rubber ball who can snatch them all back up again. I feel like for some reason that rubber ball is bouncing further and further away. I can't seem to get things back to the way they used to be. All I want to do is go home. I hate it here, I hate being away from my life. Even if I go home and there's no one left, it's better than being far away and having lost it all. Home never leaves. It's stuck there. The places I know like the back of my hand and the memories I've had there. Ralph's in the summer, the herricks theater that sucks, but for some reason we've all been there anyway. Iceland where I went a million times, but for some reason I still can't ice skate. Nelstein's classroom where even when I didn't have her class I went to talk to her or to barge in on her class and annoy her. I can't go back to high school. I hate knowing I can't go back. It's the worst feeling. I feel like I got locked out of the best party ever and for some reason the key is gone. The best years of my life are gone and lost the recipe for how to make more. I hate losing things.

Christmas presents:

From Cousins and Grandpa:
Soft pants from AE
Oscar the Grouch lounge pants
Long-Sleeved blue shirt from AE
A Digi cam
Earrings
Socks that say "Cute but psycho" on them!

From Mommy:
Video Camera
2 pairs of jeans
Pearl necklace
A pocketbook
A princess robe
A sweatshirt
(Soon to come: Degrassi High School the 80's one)

Grandma and Aunt:
Bras that fit me for once! (34C what?!)
The OC Season 1
Shopaholic and Sister (book0
OC Mix 3
Cibo Matto-Viva La Woman
Buffy (2 books)
Mini iPod (green)
3 shirts
Cute but psycho PJ pants
Friends Season 8
Holiday glass bead bracelet
80 bucks
$25 Starbucks card
Socks
Fishnets and knit stockings
A nice notepad
iPod socks

Okay so if you love me, or maybe just want an iPod... you'll sign up for this:

http://www.freeiPods.com/?r=11913894

If you do I'll love you forever and be your slave!

I made a livejournal so I can comment on other people's and maybe start a blog again. Haven't had one in a while. Should be fun!